For Adora — Part 7

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Melisande laid Adora on a blanket on the living room floor, then pulled a small, stuffed green dinosaur out of the diaper bag and placed it on the blanket within Adora’s reach so that if the baby awakened, she could grab it. Finnegan came over and sniffed at Adora.

“Scat, cat!”

“Melisande, Finnegan won’t hurt Adora.”

Melisande eyed Griffin. “How do you know? You’ve never had a baby here with that cat before, have you?”

Griffin frowned. “No, but he’s a very gentle cat.”

“I’m not comfortable leaving Adora sleeping on the floor alone in a room with your cat. Maybe I should just take her upstairs.”

“If you and Adora are going to live here, you have to be able to trust Finnegan … and me.”

Melisande scowled at him. “Trust isn’t something people just give away. It has to be earned.”

Griffin sighed and ran a hand through his hair. “Melisande, if there’s any chance for this to work, we have to talk, and we need to give each other the benefit of the doubt. I know I haven’t been around to be a father to Adora, but, you have to believe me when I say, I wouldn’t place her in danger. I can promise you that Finnegan won’t hurt her.”

Melisande wrapped her arms around her middle and looked down at her sleeping baby, then she eyed Finnegan, who blinked up at her, meowed, then wove himself through her legs. She glared down at him. “You better prove yourself, cat.”

“His name is Finnegan.”

“Whatever.”

Griffin gritted his teeth and inhaled deeply, then let it out in a slow whistle between his teeth. If he was going to rebuild what he’d walked away from when he left Melisande, he had his work cut out for him. Every action … every word she spoke made it clear just how much he’d hurt her and how much that had affected her trust in him. And, apparently, anything connected with him, like Finnegan.

He reached for her hand. “Please, Melisande. Dinner’s getting cold. Let’s go eat and have a talk.”

She looked at his outstretched hand, then brushed past him and through the doorway to the kitchen.

Her rejection of his hand was like a knife to his heart and the backs of his eyes stung with threatening tears. God, please give me strength to handle things calmly and wisdom in every word that comes out of my mouth. Show me how to make things right between Melisande and me again. I know I messed up but I’m ready to fix things … to be the man you want me to be, and I believe that means being the responsible father, and, hopefully, husband, that I should’ve been from the start.

For Adora — Part 6

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Griffin preheated the oven, cut up chicken tenders, sprinkled them with oil and seasonings and put them in the oven. Next he put rice to cook on the stove, then began cutting up broccoli and slicing carrots, all the while taking deep breaths to release his anger.

Why had Melisande felt the need to take Adora off his lap? Adora had seemed comfortable and content with him. She seemed to enjoy watching Finnegan. She hadn’t made any fuss or acted like she wanted to go to Melisande.

He enjoyed holding Adora on his lap. He hoped to be able to hold her, talk to her, and interact with her more, but Melisande seemed to want to keep Adora to herself.

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Melisande sat in the living room holding Adora in her arms. For six months she had been Adora’s sole caretaker, except for the occasional times she let her mom help her out. Adora is her responsibility and she is bonded with her baby.

I know I probably hurt Griffin’s feelings. He seems genuinely interested in Adora. But what if things don’t work out? What if after a couple weeks or months he decides he really doesn’t want a family — doesn’t want us? I don’t want Adora to get attached to him just to have him kick us out. He said he left because he didn’t want to be tied down, and he sure traveled far to keep from being tied down. He hadn’t even been back to visit his parents. What if he really did prefer being alone?

Her head pounded and a wave of nausea washed through her at the thought that she shouldn’t have brought Adora here — should’ve just left things the way they were.

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Griffin strode into the living room to announce dinner was ready, but before he could say a word the look on Melisande’s face stopped him. She appeared both frightened and ill as she sat clutching Adora to her chest. The baby had fallen asleep. He cleared his throat, then spoke in a low tone, “Melisande, are you okay?”

She flinched, then turned toward him, her eyes wide. After a moment, she shook her head and stood up. “I was just thinking it was a mistake for me to come here. To bring Adora.”

“What? Why?”

“Griffin, you seem to be perfectly happy living alone.” Finnegan walked into the room and meowed. Melisande sneered. “With your cat.”

Griffin took a step closer to her and brushed the backs of the fingers of one hand down her face. “Melisande, when I left you in Pennsylvania, I was a stupid eighteen-year-old boy. I didn’t realize how much I would miss you until I was here in Wyoming for a while, especially during the long, cold winter.”

She cocked her head and studied his face. “Didn’t you miss your parents either?”

Griffin blew out a long sigh. “I think about my parents and sure, I want to go visit them this year, but I needed to have time to myself to figure out what I was going to do with my life.”

Melisande lowered her brow. “And what have you decided?

Griffin ran a hand through his hair, his mouth in a tight, thin line. “Can we eat dinner before the food gets cold, then have this conversation?”

“As long as you’re not using dinner to avoid this topic. We need to have this conversation.”

“I know. And we will. I promise.”

For Adora — Part 5

Melisande followed Griffin into the living room. He walked across the room and sat on a chair, placing Adora on his lap, facing him.

Melisande took the chair across the room from them. She watched as Griffin talked to Adora and the baby giggled and babbled at him. Her heart lurched and she wrapped her arms around her middle trying to quell the emptiness of not having Adora in her arms.

A fawn colored cat strode into the room and proceeded to rub against Melisande’s legs. She’d never seen a cat this color. She reached down and scratched behind its ears. It meowed.

“That’s Finnegan. He’s a Somali cat. The neighbors up the road, Chad and Willow Stone. The property you passed on your way here. They breed them. Finnegan came from the litter they had just before I moved here. Willow thought if I was going to live alone, I, at least, needed a companion, so she brought Finnegan to me when I was settled. Gave me everything I needed to get started keeping a cat. He’s grown on me.”

“His coat’s so soft. I’ve never seen a cat this color.”

Griffin’s gaze met Melisande’s. “Yeah, kind of like your eyes.” He smiled at her.

“Where did you get his name?”

“It’s an Irish name. Willow said it means fair-haired, and since he’s fawn colored, it fit. Besides, I like the name and I think it suits him. See that little red ball on the floor to your left?”

Melisande looked to her left, reached, and picked up the ball.

“Give it a throw.”

Melisande raised an eyebrow at Griffin.

“Go ahead, and watch what he does.” Griffin turned Adora so she could see the cat and she gave a squeal.

Melisande tossed the ball across the floor and Finnegan ran after it. He batted it back and forth between his front paws a couple times, then grabbed the ball in his mouth and trotted back to Melisande, depositing it on the floor in front of her. “He plays ball?”

Adora bounced on Griffin’s lap and waved her arms up and down.

Griffin chuckled, the warm rumbly sound, sending chills up Melisande’s arms. “Yeah. He’s a Somali. Though they like to be around people, they don’t like to sit still very long, so he won’t lie in your lap. He likes to be active.”

Melisande got up, strode to Griffin and took Adora. When the baby was in her arms, her insides settled their churning.

“Did I do something wrong?” Griffin stood up.

“No. What makes you think that?”

“You took Adora from me.”

“I … uh … I’m not used to being without her.”

Griffin looked at her, his brow wrinkled. “You aren’t without her. She was just across the room.”

Melisande shrugged her shoulders, turned, and returned to the chair across the room, holding Adora close against her.

Griffin turned toward the kitchen. “I’ll go make dinner.”

For Adora — Part 4

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Melisande stopped next to her Mustang, stiffened, but didn’t turn around. The warmth of Griffin reached her as he stood behind her.

“Melisande, please, don’t go.”

She drew in a long breath and let it out in a slow exhale before turning around. Her eyes locked with Griffin’s. “Why should I stay?”

He scuffed a boot in the dirt. “Because I’m sorry … sorry for leaving the way I did, sorry for cutting off all contact.” His eyes moved to Adora, who was looking at him. He stepped toward Melisande, his focus on Adora. “Sorry I didn’t know about our little girl, Adora. Where did you get the name?”

“In Greek it means ‘gift’. In Old German it means ‘beloved’, and in Latin it means ‘adored’. And even though you deserted me, I wasn’t going to turn my back on the precious gift you gave me, even if it did take me awhile to accept that my pregnancy was a gift instead of a mistake. You see, even though what we did was wrong, God doesn’t make mistakes, and He had a purpose in giving Adora to me.”

His eyes still on Adora, his voice cracked as he asked, “May I hold her?”

A moment passed. Then Melisande said, “Talk to her. Then reach for her and see if she responds well.”

Griffin slid his palms down his thighs, then he leaned closer to Adora. “Hi Adora. It’s so very nice to meet you.”

Adora smiled and cooed.

Griffin held his hands out in front of her. “Would you like to come to me?”

Adora bounced on Melisande’s hip, waved her arms up and down, and squealed. Then she reached out to Griffin.

Griffin took her and placed her on his hip, his gaze never leaving her face. When she babbled something, then smiled up at him, his lips spread into a wide grin. He faced Melisande and said, “I think she likes me.”

“Yeah, well, at her age, she’s a pushover.”

His grin slipped. “Will you come back inside and … stay? Give me another chance?”

A knot formed in Melisande’s stomach, even as her heart skipped a beat. Was she wrong in coming here? She studied Griffin and Adora. Their hair color and skin tone were an exact match. Even Adora’s smile matched Griffin’s. She had a right to know her father.

She met Griffin’s gaze. “Yeah. We’ll stay for a little while. See how things go.” She strode past him and led the way up the porch steps to the front door. She opened it and let Griffin carry Adora in as she followed.

It would be so easy to let Griffin into her heart again, but she’d have to fight that. He’d have to prove himself to her, for her sake, but especially for Adora.

NOTE: I’m thinking of ending the story here. Let me know, in the comments, if you’d be satisified with this ending.

For Adora — Part 3

Griffin paced the living room. What was taking Melisande so long? Had she fallen asleep on the bed? He ran a hand through his hair. He’d dreamed of entering that room with her, watching her for the expressions on her face and in her eyes.

It had only taken him a couple months of being alone in Wyoming to realize he’d been foolish to leave Melisande behind. Then he’d bought the furniture and set up the purple bedroom just as she’d described it to him that night at Lookout Point — the night he’d kissed her for the first time. Her violet eyes had always drawn him in. He’d never seen eyes that color before and they were beautiful. Melisande’s every emotion shone through them with sparkles, flashes, and storms. He could drown in the depths of those violet pools. The day he’d told her they were over and he’d left, he’d seen the light in her eyes falter. Then they grew dark. He’d seen hurt in there. It had hit him like a fist to the gut, and still, he’d walked away.

The sound of movement at the top of the stairs interrupted his thoughts. He held his breath as he waited, his eyes on the stairway. When Melisande came into view, Adora on her hip, his breath caught in his throat. She must’ve brushed her hair, for now it hung in smooth waves around her face. Even with the dark circles of sleeplessness under her eyes, she was still beautiful. She stopped just a couple feet from the stairs and their gazes locked. Griffin couldn’t breath.

After a moment, his breath returned in a forceful exhale. “What are you doing here, Melisande? Did you come just to let me know about … the baby?”

Fire flashed through her violet eyes. “Her name’s Adora. And she’s only part of the reason for my coming. You left without any explanation and that has been eating me up inside. I can’t figure out what I did wrong.”

Tears pricked the backs of his eyes. “What you did wrong? You did nothing wrong.”

“Then why? I thought you loved me. You told me you did, and I … I gave you something that should’ve waited for my marriage bed.” She squeezed Adora closer to her side.

“I … I’m sorry. I was foolish and stupid, and as much as I wanted you, I … I didn’t want to be tied down.”

The corners of her mouth dipped into a frown and her eyes grew dark again. “Why did you come to Wyoming? What are you doing here?”

“I’m making rustic wood furniture and live-edge tables. I love it here in the mountains. In an area that hasn’t been developed into towns and neighborhoods. I breathe clean air.” His words came quick and he smiled.

She took a step closer to him. “You like being alone.”

His smile slipped. A moment passed. Then, “I did. At first. But I couldn’t get you out of my head.”

“Yet you never called. Not even a text. You haven’t even been back to see your parents.”

“It’s only been a few months.”

“A year, Griffin! It’s been a year. Right after you left, I found out I was three months pregnant. Six months later, Adora was born, and she recently turned six months old. Do the math.” She glared at him with a challenge in her eyes.

Griffin’s gaze dropped to the floor. “A year. How has that much time passed?”

“I guess you really do like it here by yourself.” She strode across the living room toward the kitchen.

Griffin turned and followed. “Where are you going?”

She spun around to face him. “I don’t know. But obviously you’re quite happy here. Alone. You don’t even realize how much time passes. I imagine you don’t need a woman and a child to ruin what you’ve obtained and are so happy with.”

Before Griffin could form a word, Melisande carried Adora through the front door. When it slammed, reality hit him. She was leaving. He ran after her.

“Melisande, wait!”

For Adora — Part 2

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At the top of the stairs, Melisande paused to peek into an open door on the right. Her eyes scanned the rumpled bed, a pair of jeans, and a red flannel shirt tossed on the floor. Must be Griffin’s room.

She walked a few steps farther down the hallway and found a closed door on the left. She turned the knob and stepped into a room with a plush purple carpet and a queen size canopy bed with a bedspread and curtains, tied to each post, the same color as the carpet. Two large windows with sheer lavender curtains allowed the waning sunlight to shine through. She nearly tiptoed across the room to the bed afraid of tracking dirt on the carpet. She paused by the bedside and fingered the curtains attached to the nearest post.

Adora let out a wail, alerting Melisande to her reason for being in this room. She lay her baby on the bed and pulled a changing pad, container of wipes, and a diaper out of the bag. She changed her little girl, placed her back on her hip, then stepped over to a simple small vanity table and stool. She looked in the small mirror that sat on the table. “Ugh, there’ll be no impressing anyone looking like this — my hair needs brushed and there are dark circles under my eyes, and my lips are dry and cracked.”

Adora grunted and pulled a handful of Melisande’s hair. “Right. What am I thinking? He left me long ago without another phone call or text. No reason to think he’ll take me back now. Besides you’re hungry.” Melisande plopped down onto the vanity stool and opened the top buttons to the midway point on her blouse and positioned Adora to feed her. Adora latched on and sucked with fervor. “Ouch! Take it easy, Adora.” Melisande ran her fingers through her baby’s fine, soft strawberry blonde curls. Adora had Griffin’s hair color and skintone. She had his smile too. Yeah, every time her baby smiled at her, Griffin returned to her mind.

As Adora nursed, Melisande couldn’t keep from looking at that bed again. Why did Griffin have such a feminine room set up — a room in the color purple with a bed like she’d always wanted? Griffin had always been fascinated by her violet eyes. Said they were the thing that attracted him to her and that he loved best about her.

She closed her eyes and her mind went back to the night Griffin had taken her to Lookout Point back in Pennsylvania. They’d sat on a blanket on the bed of his pickup and watched the sun go down over the glorious mountain view. That night Griffin had kissed her for the first time. He’d asked her what her dream home looked like. She’d told him she didn’t have it all figured out yet, but she knew she wanted a front porch with a nice view, and she’d described her bedroom — this bedroom.

Two weeks later, Griffin had taken her to the beach. They’d walked on the beach hand-in-hand. That night, he’d talked her into getting a hotel room on the beach instead of driving back home. He told her he loved her, and she’d given him something she knew was meant for her future husband. After that night, she’d struggled with guilt over what they’d done, and Griffin had promised she had no reason to feel guilty. He’d promised he’d marry her, but when she wanted to know when, he said he had to figure some things out first. Three months of putting her off, and then he told her they were through and he left town without giving a reason.

Melisande looked down at her precious baby, the only thing about that night that she didn’t regret. Adora was sound asleep. Melisande brushed the backs of her fingers down the baby’s soft, warm cheek. “Oh Adora, did I make a mistake bringing you here? What on earth am I doing? We’ve traveled so far. What will we do if he throws us out? It’s a long trek back to Pennsylvania from Wyoming.”

For Adora — Part One

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As I drove down the dirt road, a wooden fence stretched for several miles on my right. On the other side of that fence, a green meadow provided food for a herd of sheep, before I passed a barn with a wheat field behind it. Next came a small cabin.

Straight ahead of me, a few miles in the distance, sat a small homestead with a large line of golden brown craggy rock mountains jutting from the land into the beautiful clear blue sky lined with white cotton clouds.

I took a deep breath as I stared in awe at the beauty before me. How could anyone take in such a spectacular scene and still question the existence of God, the mighty creator?

An infant’s hungry cry broke through the majesty of the moment. I reached a hand over to the carseat buckled in next to me. “Shh, Adora, I know you’re hungry and your diaper probably needs changed, but we’re almost there. The homestead is just ahead.”

Adora cried louder.

I sighed. “Yes, I know. I, too, wonder if we will be welcomed or turned away.” I put both hands on the wheel again, gripping it until my knuckles turned white. “What will we do? Where will we go if he turns us away?”

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The purr of an engine and the crunch of ground drew Griffin’s attention from the newspaper he was reading. He rose from his wooden chair at the oak table and Finnegan meowed from his mat by the fireplace. Griffin moved to the kitchen sink and looked out the window toward the road. He watched as a Classic 1968 red Ford Mustang drove toward his homestead, a cloud of dust in its wake.

“What the…” He leaned toward the window. “No, it can’t be.” He remained glued to the spot, his eyes locked on the car, as his heartbeat pounded a faster rhythm.

The Mustang pulled into the dirt lane and drew up to the front of the cabin, before it came to a stop. Griffin couldn’t move, as he waited to get a good look at the driver. Several minutes passed, his heart still thumped in his chest, causing him to wonder if he were having a heart attack, but there wasn’t any pain.

After several more minutes, the driver’s door opened and a brown leather boot beneath a bluejean-clad leg landed on his dirt lane. A petite woman, with chocolate brown waves of hair falling around her face, stood, placing a strawberry blonde infant on her hip.

Griffin’s breath caught in his throat and he coughed, trying to regain his breath. He watched as the woman stepped onto his front porch and approached his door. Still unable to move, even though the woman and baby were no longer in his line of sight.

Her knock seemed to loosen his feet and he moved toward the door with caution. He took a deep breath and blew it out in a great gust before opening it. When he did, his feet seemed to once again grow roots where he stood as he looked into the woman’s violet eyes. He cleared his throat, trying to dislodge the lump that seemed to prevent him from talking.

“Melisande, what are you doing here?”

“You’re a hard man to track down, Griffin, but I figured it was about time you meet your daughter.” She turned the baby on her hip, so he could get a better look at her face. Though her hair was strawberry blonde and her skin peaches and cream, she had her mother’s violet eyes. “This is Adora.”

The child stared at him for a moment, then began to cry.

“Look, can we come in? We’ve been on the road for days and stayed in a hotel or two, but we’ve been driving now for four hours straight and she’s hungry and needs a diaper change.”

Griffin’s head spun. Where? How … no, forget that one, he knew how. He couldn’t form words. He stepped aside and Melisande stepped through the entrance. He watched her eyes scan the kitchen and the open doorway to the living room. Then she looked at him. “You got an extra bedroom where I can feed and change her?”

He pointed her to the stairway along the right wall of the living room. “Up those stairs, first door on your left.”

Finnegan stood, arched his back, and meowed as he eyed the stranger, as Melisande walked past him without a glance.

Griffin watched as Melisande climbed the steps without hesitation, like she belonged here. A knot formed in his stomach. He’d left Melisande behind months ago, told her they were over. Now she was in his home and she had his daughter. His daughter. What on earth was he going to do now?

(Note: I had planned this to be a Flash Fiction story, but the characters in my head often take over and determine where the story goes. I wasn’t planning on a baby being part of this story, but as I was writing in a local coffee shop, she was suddenly there. And the last words I wrote in the coffee shop were “What will we do? Where will we go if he turns us away?” and when I sat down to finish the story here, I soon found that this is going to be longer than a Flash Fiction story. I hope you’ll enjoy it and go along for the ride. I’ll add to it every Friday until it comes to an end.)

Special Saturday Post: The Falcon and the Stag by C.J.R. Isley

The Falcon and The Stag: A Tale of Alamore by [C. J. R. Isely]

The Falcon and the Stag by C.J.R. Isley is a short story that introduces her “William of Alamore” series. It is a story of kingdoms and knights, and two brothers, the oldest who had been prepared to take the throne, and the youngest who wanted it.

This short story is filled with tension, suspense, conspiracy, and sibling rivalry. C.J.R. Isley does a fine job introducing the characters and showing their personalities and character, drawing the reader into the story and encouraging them to choose sides.

C.J.R. Isley captures and holds the reader’s attention from the first to last page, writing strong dialogue and tense scenes of confrontation and sword-fighting. C.J.R. even manages to throw in an unexpected twist or two.

This story is acceptable for young adults and adults. It may also be acceptable for middle grade readers, though there is some violence — nothing too graphic.

This short story is well worth the read, but be warned — after reading it, you’ll want to pick up the first book in the series, Ranger of Kings, which is exactly what I plan to do.

I give The Falcon and the Stag by C.J.R. Isley 5 stars.

Special Post Saturday: Short Story Review

The Infinity Order: Changing The Past With Time Travel by [Ben McQueeney]

My normal book reviews are posted on Mondays here on my blog. However, this is a short story that Ben McQueeney requested a review for, so I decided to post it as a Special Saturday post.

The Infinity Order by Ben McQueeney is a short story that is a fast read. It is an interesting twist on time travel. It is an engaging story that keeps your mind active in following what is happening while also contemplating the outcome. Then comes a surprising twist that makes the story quite unique.

You can read this story in an hour or less, but it may keep your brain engaged for an hour or more afterward. If you like time travel, fantasy, and stories with twists and surprises, you’ll enjoy this short story.

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Reviewer’s Note: I received a free e-book of this short story for my honest review.

This short story by Ben McQueeney is a bit gory for my liking. However, it is well written with an interesting story line. It is a dark fantasy story. The main character is a barber with a strange curiosity that he attempts to assuage during his free time. This story is a bit reminiscent of Dr. Frankenstein and his monster. It is a quick, easy read. If you like dark fantasy, you’ll like The Fae of Darkwood: A Tellusm Tale.